A Little of Us We'd Like To Share

We're a little hesitant about adding our picture.  We have fears of not being good enough, or that someone could invalidate or judge us as not being important.  But, that self embarrassment would be an unreal fear now for us to be having, wouldn't it?  Just something we're imagining?  In reality, the people who come to know and love us have never conveyed anything like this.

Hmm, maybe to say the fear is unreal is a little inaccurate.  I certainly am feeling something!  Maybe, "Are our current feelings based on or are justifiable with us being here today in the present?"  

I've heard that reality is something you can know through your senses.  Like I don't think often about my keyboard, but it is very real to my touch.  Ack, would it then be real if I were at work thinking of my home computer?  Theoretical thoughts on reality have always confused us.  River Bank?  Help us out here?  We are feeling unsure again.

<Sigh>  Maybe a more simple set of thoughts is in order.  We hope that the picture will help you (and us) feel a little more comfortable in getting to know each other.  We really are serious in this desire.  We want to share space with those who care about their (and our) thoughts and feelings. And, we've appreciated finding pictures in some of the other journal sites we've stopped by to see. 

Oh yeah, I'm being reminded by Casey now that we have got a hair cut since this picture.  "We're special too?"  Oh dear.  Persistant questions this morning.  "Yes dear, very special."  KC then asks, "Is it ok to be alive?"  Yes dear very ok, we're trying love to fix things ...  many of us still feel the need to ask this permission."  Abuse can really mess with one's mind(s). Maybe soon some more lessons on self worth and self esteem... Need to next feel less confusion.  "Little ones ... we love you!  It'll be ok!"