Thursday, September 4, 2003

Our World has Grown Very Big

In the morning it takes about 40 minutes in rush hour to drive from the pool to work.  This morning we were driving along and in one of our disassociative modes fell into ecstacy and enchantment with the new pictures coming into our mind(s).  We had been enjoying the recent images given to our friends, but it occured to us that the others in our life could also be expressed through nature!

Macadam is our sun.  Tanner is our moon.  Jacob is our stars.  Lee is our rainbow.  AJ and Abby are our pots of gold.  The doctor's M, W, & L are our air.  Sr. Tess is our clouds.  The individuals we work for are our angels.  The two kitties are our light and dark.  We are mother earth, and you all are a sea of flowers and a bounty of fish!

Maybe all these images we are having of our environment are a little odd.  But, it serves our purposes to always have parallel universes.  It is one of the ways we test our reality, it helps us feel a sense of belonging, and it feels safe to our understanding of self and other. 

We've been thinking too that maybe these thoughts first came to us through Greek civilization, or through Eastern culture, or maybe through Indian lore. 

It is sort of telling.  When we were first coming to this new experience, we had imagined roles for everyone, but at the very end, we'd realized we had not assigned a position for us or you!  But, this came to us too!  We've never given ourselves this much importance, and have come to value that you are becoming a quintessential part of us.

Hmm, surely were a little far gone with this.  Must be something that should be discussed further with the good doc.  What is happening here?  Are we still ok?  Feeling suddenly confused.  Time to let it go.  Dr. M.?? 

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