Sunday, February 22, 2004

Waken up to the Mornin and DearHeart

Late morning of sleeping in after having been up later. *Yawn-Stretch* Let’s see what the morning brings on ... Hmm, thinking maybe I should get in the shower first? Have a breakfast with two of the boys and granddaughter sometime later this morning ...hmm, no sense to wait getting ready.

Ahh, that’s better. Yesterday was a good work day. Held strong through out, until the last few moments. I’d finished the proposed work and figured I should check the files again for "readiness." I got about 7 deep when I realized there were yet needs to fix picky little things. We became again dismayed.

Fortunately, nothing better than a good night’s sleep to fix that. Figured tomorrow will come soon enough. We’ve made plans after breakfast to be looking at new journals. We started over the week and am looking forward to getting back to it.

There you go, my whole weekend wrapped up in a nutshell!

Haven’t thought through how all the parts are doing ... Just trying to keep head above water. I know pretty selfish hmm? Seems as if there’s been no crisis this week with the exception of worrying about Annemarie sitting in that dark corner. Seems like she’s going through an effort to hold up that wall on her own.

How can we help ... hmm

Seems she wants nothing to do with the low bed, wondering if a night light would help. We’d prefer her to staying out on the couch, but she seems so repulsed by the thought of that. She doesn’t seem to like all of the questions Dr. M. is asking. She says he asks too many, too fast. There doesn’t seem to be much "play" in her. We think she was hearing the father up during the early morning hours. Oh yeah, she said loud and angrily a couple of times, "I’m not afraid!"

Maybe then, to do her justice ... we shouldn't be either.

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1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Annemarie........Prayers!
Vince